I RANT
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
8:34 PM
This week is Independent week and For those who don't know what it is, it is the week where students are given the time to complete all the work that has been given or for some of us, being piled up. And we would be assessed when the week is over. In other words it would be grading week next week! It has not really been going well for me as I'm the kind who procrastinates alot and well it takes me alot of effort to actually sit down and focus. Yea... laziness is one of my greatest weakness and i know that as i guess i am really brushing up on it because being in lasalle kinda forces me to and for that i have been under alot of stress not because of work load but because of the amount of effort i need to put in. And that kinda sucks!
I decided to do a check list and i saw how much i have not done! And So i decided to cramp. especially when it comes to research, i'm not all good at it for i just don't know where to start. I'm just glad we started on painting cause that's what i really really like! Painting. I can't wait for photography class because that's what i would love too! So yes i may fail next week but i don't wanna claim it! I really Need God's strength and Help to sustain me through this week! so yes... for those who read this, pray for me ok!!! =)
Anyway, here's pictures taken on monday and tuesday!
Monday- during DI worshop!

Audrey!!!


ooo scary!

Loving them!!!


I love this pic!!!
Tuesday- We went to Bras Basar Complex than Haji Lane to Shop and To go Shisha-ing. I don't smoke by the way but my friends do! but that shouldn't mean for someone to stay away because these minor things no not define a person! If only people can see that!
Bin @ some Guit shop.
Trying the Guit! He's not bad at it really! kinda good!
Audrey and my hand! She was getting Bored! Guitars ain't her thing!
Audrey and I at Haji Lane! I like this pic! hahaa..=)
pretty lights in one of the shops!
waiting for Hakim to join us!
Still Waiting.
And Waiting.
And When she got Bored and played with my phone!
Bin deep in thought!!
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
9:37 AM
I.Studies Day!!!
Presenting...
...Class K!!!
Class K For you!!!!

I really really Love a This Pic!
The Girls in there are really dear to me.
From Left: Tika, Sam, Tiffy, Alicia, Me and Rach!
From Black to White. Check Lester Out!Oh and Bin!!! As Usual! Spaz!
Pics Like These need no words to explain.Cool and Spaz probably!
Closest Friend In The Class So far! Dearest One!Samantha!!!
Slacking In the Toilet During Break!Sam and I!
And Yes The Vain part of me!
During Lunch! Sam & I!!!
During Lunch!!! Sam & I!!!
Sam and Hat!!!
Me w/ Hakim's sunnies!
Ah Yes The Background!Teddie in white & Hakim w/ his mouth open!
Bin Bin, Me and Hakim!
When I came Home!!! Love The Hat!!!
Oolalas... haha...
Yes you may say act cute but ain't i really???Naturally Adorable?? haha... Oopz! Ego boost!
So Those Are The Photos That Was Taken For Istudies and It was Fun Dressing Up and All! Although Both Sam and My feet Hurts after the whole day cause we were not very comfortable with our shoes! I don't relaly have most of the Pics as it turned out blur so i Deleted it and yeah! the whole idea of why we wore what we wore was to notice and learn about the Diffferent Shades of BLack, Grey and White and also the different textures that exist around us!!
So yeah a pretty boring entry today but i'll update a full when i get all the photos from everybody! so do keep a look out for that!
Gotta go sleep now due to a long day tmr. oh wells Adios!
P.S: Prince Charming that was all that filled my Mind Since the 1st day of school is really irritating me. I nv spoke to him before but he indeed looks like one with a huge ego! Huge ego= turn off! Woman no Chance! Indirectly Gay! OH wells.... another talk for another day! Jess is knocking out now!
Love Loves!!!!
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
10:25 AM
Here i am suppose to be doing my research but i give up cause i can't really find much on local artists or maybe i'm too lazy! i don't know which is which but i guess i'll just blog today!I seriously miss my darlings you know. Nabilah, Syaf, Syaz, Alyn and of cause My ever so beloved Yingling! I miss having them to rant at and to talk abt life. They're so busy and i can't blame them at all cause indeed school is a main priority especially when Exams are around the corner.
My gosh.... I'm so stressed i seriously feel like breaking down and just spend a day at the beach to quieten my life for abit and like reflect on what is going on! I wish i could have a shoulder to lye on and cry! Not that i can't take pressure but i just need to let it out sometimes. You may ask "don't you have friends in school?" Yes i do but not necessarily close yet and also Its only the 3rd week! i can't possibly have such close friends yet! Imagine ranting to someone who like only knows you for a few days. Its just so crazy. What i need is a day out with no work and a hug! I miss yings alot! babe do you see this! Jesse needs you man! but i don't expect you to come either cause you need to study and i would want you to score well and achieve ya dream of getting into law. Baby Jia You!!! Sigh....
I never expected school to be so stressed and all. I think on thursday afternoon, i'm gonna sit down and write all the homework since 1st week till now and create a check list, than from there, do up my sketchbook properly. After which i would carry on to creating a journal. And from there, I'll plan my week and hope to stick to it! I can't afford to fail at all! I don't want to either. competition is really high up there and i need to buck up quick. So after the planning, i'll only start work on sunday. I"m gonna spend my saturdays with myself and God. I"m gonna just let go seriously as i don't think i can hold on any time longer. The pressure is driving crazy.
Recently ever since i became classrep, i decided to be a blessing to everyone and that includes alot of change for me as i guess i'm trying hard to be less bitchy and watch what i say as i have the tendency to hurt or offend peple without realizing it and it has been a really bad habit that i find very hard to kick! I hate being a person which people love to hate and hate to love. It really sucks! And although in my class there are some people which i can't stand but i'm giving myself another one month to get to know each and everyone well enough! I love those who have been hanging out and because i'm a people person, i tend to treasure people more than anything else. So yup! My Goal for this month till next week. I getting abit tired so i guess i'll go to bed earlier today! tmr is i-studies... its going to be fun la. haha...... watch out for photos after tmr.... haha can't wait! its so gonna be cool! till next time than.
te quiro! Adios!
Senorita Jesselene! my memories ;
Sunday, August 17, 2008
5:36 AM
If i don't update now i don't know when i'll ever do it as school is driving me super duper up the wall! Like i don't even have time for myself. Even now as i update now i'm eating into my study time..... not gonna sleep tonight and i know nearly everyone i talk to is not gonna sleep tonight. We've been working like all round the clock! i feel so inferior around the people i mix with because they are like really really good and i'm not even up to comparing with them as i think if i were to compare, they would be 300% better than i am. But oh wells i really pray hard that i can keep up!! i need people like Nabilah last time to chase me to work and nag me to concentrate because i'm like a slacker and a procrastinator which is horrible cause people like me would not be able to survive in my school at all! So i'll do less talking for now and try to update more another time as i have to go off soon! For now i would just upload pics that a group of us took on Hafiz new com! haha..... super fun! check it out k! craziness is indeed the drug to stress relieving! haha.... enjoy! Oh and its like 110 worth of pics i think so i'll just ditch it all in here randomly! not all! haha...























































































till next time. adios... te quiero!
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