So I'm Back at home now! Alrights....
(cont.) from previous post.
Maybe starting with the happy things!
HAPPINESS
=> Caesar Got accepted into the liverpool university of Performing Arts. I'm so so so happy for him! Like yay!!!! Think He will be leaving soon to go over BUT BUT BUT knowing him, he won't miss NIN for his life. hahaha so yes after the concert. I think i will really miss that boy! =)
A really good friend he is. A source of encouragement and a listening ear in rough times.*love ya bro!
=> I'm done with my photo shoot and film storyboard. All thanks to Wei bin and his beloved Girlfriend Lynne. It would not have been possible if it wasn't for you! hard to find someone who is willing to walk around looking pregnant. Haha. So much thanks and don't worry i'll keep my word! I owe you both lots and lots of beer! We're going drinking after review anyway.
=> Gzerral is back from Taiwan safely. Would have to plan a meet up with him soon! I'm always too busy for coffee tea or ever drinks so writing this here making sure i can rmb what i said! To plan meet ups!
=> My Baby's birthday is arnd the corner! YAY! gives me an excuse to meet her cause i've not seen her for a very long time. so much so i can't even rmb when that is. So yes! Aaron if you're reading this please please bug me to do all the planning cause as you know i always tend to let things slip my mind. OH and yes ya birthday too! hahaha Love ya!
=> I Finally got myself a new bag! Not only that! Its been a 1st in six years since i last carried a backpack! YAHOO! like finally so i can stop walking in a slant manner. but i still love my crampler. I got a new handbag too! From Michael Kors. Like YAY! Canvas and earth colors!
=> Bought New perfume from Tommy Hilfiger. Nice smell! Mummy bought it for me! So yup! But i still love my DKNY so i'll see the occasions when i use them. Sigh.... i thought i can get a hugo boss ladies but now i'm so broke! I LOVE LOVE HUGO BOSS!!!!!
*even the hugo boss guys perfume. so yummy (i know it sounds wrong but don't think that way than! Beats smelling sweat and BO.)
=> Saving up to go for the final fantasy Orchestra concert which will be held in may. $50 bucks i think.
ok so that's about it for the good stuff. Loads of stressy and sad emo stuff happening too. ok they are still not back from printing so i'll continue.
=> My Baby Boy is back on drugs and because he has been taking so much of it he has become so scary! Meaning in the stuff and things he do! Like even when he is not on it, He hallucinates and all! Can be really freaky! I worry for him all the time and i think it would be a matter of time in which he would be caught and send to rehab! It breaks my heart every time i talk to him and know he is getting worse. I wanna help but i don't want to loose him either! So yup! Praying real hard for the day my baby would be back to the norm. no more ciggs, less drinks and clean from drugs.
Dear God, Hear my cry! Let not this child be wasted and die. I care too much because i know he is unique. He is definitely always loved and not born to be a freak.
ok they are back! time to go! will continue with the bad stuff after.
loving you all always,
Jesselene