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I AM
Jesselene
Born 2nd June 1990
Aged 20
Chinese-Eurasian
Christian
Currently Studying Film
Lasalle College of the Arts
Puttnam School Of Film
I ENJOY
Quiet mornings having personal space & time To think and be with My Heavenly Daddy
Spending afternoons with Friends
Soothing evenings relaxing with music and reflecting on life
Cool nights sleeping and resting in His Presence and Love.
I FAVOUR
Colors
The 7 Dwarfs
Unique Things
Musicals
Old Sch / Vintages
Black and Deep Red Roses
Coffee & Tea internationally
I LOVE
Shopping
Designing / Drawing
Laid Back Music
Photography
Sleeping
Dreaming
Writting
Thinking
Dancing
Rugby
Swimming
Chilling
I HATE
Cockroaches and Spiders
Ugly Insects
WISHLIST
A Holga Lomocam
Personal HDV cam
Iphone
The Seven Dwarfs Collection
Own set of Drums
New Acoustic Guitar
Zoom H4N
I TALK
I REMEMBER
I ESCAPE
I LISTEN
I RANT
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
10:25 AM
Here i am suppose to be doing my research but i give up cause i can't really find much on local artists or maybe i'm too lazy! i don't know which is which but i guess i'll just blog today!I seriously miss my darlings you know. Nabilah, Syaf, Syaz, Alyn and of cause My ever so beloved Yingling! I miss having them to rant at and to talk abt life. They're so busy and i can't blame them at all cause indeed school is a main priority especially when Exams are around the corner.
My gosh.... I'm so stressed i seriously feel like breaking down and just spend a day at the beach to quieten my life for abit and like reflect on what is going on! I wish i could have a shoulder to lye on and cry! Not that i can't take pressure but i just need to let it out sometimes. You may ask "don't you have friends in school?" Yes i do but not necessarily close yet and also Its only the 3rd week! i can't possibly have such close friends yet! Imagine ranting to someone who like only knows you for a few days. Its just so crazy. What i need is a day out with no work and a hug! I miss yings alot! babe do you see this! Jesse needs you man! but i don't expect you to come either cause you need to study and i would want you to score well and achieve ya dream of getting into law. Baby Jia You!!! Sigh....
I never expected school to be so stressed and all. I think on thursday afternoon, i'm gonna sit down and write all the homework since 1st week till now and create a check list, than from there, do up my sketchbook properly. After which i would carry on to creating a journal. And from there, I'll plan my week and hope to stick to it! I can't afford to fail at all! I don't want to either. competition is really high up there and i need to buck up quick. So after the planning, i'll only start work on sunday. I"m gonna spend my saturdays with myself and God. I"m gonna just let go seriously as i don't think i can hold on any time longer. The pressure is driving crazy.
Recently ever since i became classrep, i decided to be a blessing to everyone and that includes alot of change for me as i guess i'm trying hard to be less bitchy and watch what i say as i have the tendency to hurt or offend peple without realizing it and it has been a really bad habit that i find very hard to kick! I hate being a person which people love to hate and hate to love. It really sucks! And although in my class there are some people which i can't stand but i'm giving myself another one month to get to know each and everyone well enough! I love those who have been hanging out and because i'm a people person, i tend to treasure people more than anything else. So yup! My Goal for this month till next week. I getting abit tired so i guess i'll go to bed earlier today! tmr is i-studies... its going to be fun la. haha...... watch out for photos after tmr.... haha can't wait! its so gonna be cool! till next time than.
te quiro! Adios!
Senorita Jesselene! my memories ;
