Now here's the entry abt the past two days in in school and how God has been so so good to me! Jesus i Love you! And i'll say it out loud that you are good! Love love love love... Jesselene is feeling Loved!!!
haha...So yes the past two nights which is Sunday Night and Monday night i didn't sleep at all! Amazing how i could actually sustain! i don't have any idea how i got the energy!!!! It had to be God! Really! cause i thought i'll faint or pass out but no i didn't. i manage to press down my grouchiness and tried my best not to let the dragon out!
And i didn't let it rain either... as in tears... This past week and this week i couldn't help it! The clouds kept thickening in my mind and my heart and than i could not hold it back! It rain and what sucked even more it rained in public! I hate crying in public. I hate feeling vulnerable. It makes me weak and i hate it so! But I can't help being emotional! The feeling can't be suppressed any further! I miss Yingling! I really do!
Ryan Sim! Thanks for ya Cam! It saved me really! I was so rude and unfair to you and i'm sorry! didn't mean to blow up and be so insistent about things! Was just stressed but yes i should have controlled it! so yeah! Sorry! Thanks for being a life saver! I also apologize to all that i have blowed up at! I really don't mean too! i feel bad when i do! Gosh this is so weak! God help me! So yes Guys i seek ya forgiveness yeah??!!
Anyway... Sunday Night I had to rush on for my Digital imaging project that was due on monday and my grades were on the line! You may ask... Why so Last minute?? But hey i don't have photoshop on my com and my sis only downloaded it for my like what??? SUNDAY NIGHT! so yes i had to work through the night and managed to produce the 4 pieces of work that i needed to hand in. what was left was my Sketch book which i had to do development! I was so doing it the other way round but oh wells! And what sucked even more was that i found out that presentation only hold like what??? 20% of my marks! Argh! And sketch book....80% and guess what! Empty!!!
So yes i went to school planning to fail and upset at it really! But in my heart i was begging for more time. Praying that God will make a way and indeed my Prayers were answered!I sat in class with a very nice presentation but an empty sketchbook in front of me. Afraid of what i was to expect but hey i decided to just start writing at least do some and try to get like some marks rather than a 0% for development.
So i started pasting my pictures and writing why i took it and so forth and guess what! I managed to finish the whole lot which was alot and i didn't even have to wreck my brains to think of what i should do! God is amazing! I just did it and it looked really good to me as my rush work didn't always turn out alright but this was WOW!!! so yeah it reached my turn and i went forth with my work DONE!!!!
So happy! and Guess what i didn't even get any bad comments instead i got it all good! another WOW!!! so that made my day! haha. so let me just put in the pics to show you what i did k! not the sketch book but the four main pics! haha. It is good for a first timer k!=)
Abtract!
Grey Scale!
Full Color!
Monochrome.
Now The presentation look!
This is the Book like album i made.
The first page..... that's my feet! don't mind that!
Upclose!
Second and third page.
Upclose.
upcloseLast Pages.UpcloseCD Jacket!
Yeah that's about it! On Monday night i was doing my 3d at school till like 10:45pm and well i think it turned out pretty alright! what was left was to do documentation on my sketch book! which i didn't finish in the end even though i took the whole night and well out structure kept changing cause it could not stand properly! how awful! bur hey the next day, it was alright! we managed to use a box to make it stand! here are some of the pics and well it is supposed to be a old school cam that was abtracted from a hamster doll, a revolver, and lego. it was meant to be made a toy! haha... cool eh! most of the cradits to lenny! she rocks! she is life saver for my group! take a look!
while making.
Alright! I've gotta go eat lunch and rush of to school now! Till than!!!=)
*** Eye candy is eye candy but personality is another thing altogether! Now is time for me to concentrate so yes concentration on work! eye candy is the least of my concern! Just a reminder!
Abtract!
Grey Scale!
Full Color!
Monochrome.
This is the Book like album i made.
The first page..... that's my feet! don't mind that!
Upclose!
Second and third page.
upclose 
Last Pages. 
Upclose 
CD Jacket!
