I RANT
Thursday, November 27, 2008
4:14 AM
Finally the hols are here. Have not really updated that much due to the fact that I've been really really busy with my assignments and preparing for the review! and well I failed both 3D and 2D and yeah I'm really upset and all. But oh wells after a good cry, life moves on and i just got to gear myself to what lays ahead! I vow not to waste my hols away! I'm gonna enjoy about like one week and than start brushing up on my sketch books as my work! I'm not gonna let my lecturers down. I'm glad that i managed to pull through for my drawing fundamentals and drawing development class. I did really try my very best for those two classes! really! I love both of this lecturers and i hate seeing their dismay faces upon reviewing my work! so yup i guess i have to have the same mentality for 2D and 3D even though i don't really like some things about it. personal issues that i don't wanna raise or discuss but oh wells.ok enough of school stuff. Now its hols and lately i've been able to catch up with my fellow beloveds from my secondary school! Oh how i miss them so so much! they are the elements that brings beauty to a dull old kampong chai chee! haha. here are some of the pics that i've put up!
Alyn!
Syaf
They didn't know that fujifilm can send pics to each other.
My Beloved girl
Syaf and Syaz

The Boyfriends of
Syaz and Nabs.
Check out the looks...
hmmmm... skeptical!




We had dinner and all! AND OMG!!!!! i realized that i'm the only one single now. I'm just gonna be the loner that grows old in a old cottage with no life....knitting woollen jackets for poor children on my wooden creaking rocking chair! how sad a life is that! haha OKOK I'M KIDDING PEOPLE!!!!! I'm Alright being single. That just means that i've yet to find the right one. And when i finally found him, it would be the most beautiful thing that can ever happen. I don't care how long it takes for me to wait but hey! When my right one comes, it would be complete. the puzzle would be full and everything that made it incomplete would just fade away and the thought of ever being incomplete would be gone. haha i CAN wait and i look forward to the guy God has created specially for me! oh wells...... while i'm waiting..... i won't be testing waters but i would be using my time to learn to love those that i have yet to show concern to. Ever since what happened in school i've been a bitch and i miss the person i used to be! I am gonna turn over a new leaf from today onwards. I'm gonna be who i am made to be! Who God wants me to be, who he created special and beautiful in His wonderful eyes. Yes i am gonna do that!YAY! i have all my catch up sessions all planned out. Meeting Kash and my baby Yings tmr for coffee or rather tea. Than i'm heading to church for corp prayer. than here come sat where my whole day is in church. Sunday is family day. Monday is for my catch up with sam and ly and madinah. And on tuesday with ry, baby yings and gang. Wednesday for gym and a little of work. Thursday movie with Sha. Friday cell with singapore poly people and than the week starts again but with plans i've yet to put in for my schedule! haha... alright! Can't wait. will update soon! now is my bros turn on the com! see ya people. loving you!Te quiro,Snr Jesselene my memories ;