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I AM
Jesselene
Born 2nd June 1990
Aged 20
Chinese-Eurasian
Christian
Currently Studying Film
Lasalle College of the Arts
Puttnam School Of Film
I ENJOY
Quiet mornings having personal space & time To think and be with My Heavenly Daddy
Spending afternoons with Friends
Soothing evenings relaxing with music and reflecting on life
Cool nights sleeping and resting in His Presence and Love.
I FAVOUR
Colors
The 7 Dwarfs
Unique Things
Musicals
Old Sch / Vintages
Black and Deep Red Roses
Coffee & Tea internationally
I LOVE
Shopping
Designing / Drawing
Laid Back Music
Photography
Sleeping
Dreaming
Writting
Thinking
Dancing
Rugby
Swimming
Chilling
I HATE
Cockroaches and Spiders
Ugly Insects
WISHLIST
A Holga Lomocam
Personal HDV cam
Iphone
The Seven Dwarfs Collection
Own set of Drums
New Acoustic Guitar
Zoom H4N
I TALK
I REMEMBER
I ESCAPE
I LISTEN
I RANT
Sunday, January 11, 2009
2:58 AM
Its been a long while since i last blogged! probably 10 days but not really as I've not updated much!
many things have happen recently and I've got loads to share! When the hols started, i had many catch up sessions with my friends and then came the festive season and then church camp and then back till now! What work have i done? not much! just research for my WHITE PROJECT (3d work) and my texture research and explorations. Plus random drawing of jon burgerman's cute monster like stuff! haha.... so yup! i have not really achieved the goal i set for my hols which is the completion of all my work!
If they are not cute to you i don't know what to say but i guess all this liking for this kinda stuff grew on me because of lyy! haha. She love ugly dolls and so forth and well i just started loving it at the sight of it! its not ugly. its beauty in the most creative sense! haha. what i mean is that i see it so much that i grew fond of it!
oh wells. ANYWAYS..... Last month was kinda up and down. Sad stuff and happy stuff all happened but it turn out for the better i suppose!
If i have not alrd mention it before, My beloved cell disbanded recently!
People i hold dear from church! People who are like a second family to me! Well we've been together for the last 8 years and also before that when we were in UR Kindies. We basically grew up together and was one of the only cells that had mixed gender. Another one was Joshua's cell but they disbanded way earlier than ours as they kinda all moved on to take the positions of leadership and kinda multiplied buy leading the younger cells.
Well anyway, We have gone through alot together.
With ups and downs, agreements and disagreements, hate and love, sorrow and joy, trips to Cambodia and Thailand together, tears and laughter.... literally everything.
I don't know abt how the rest felt but they were the people that if it wasn't for them and their love and support, i wouldn't not be what i am today! probably worst!
i share my sorrows, my love, my hate, my tears, my joy, my crappiness, my tantrums, my anger, my mind and my heart with them all the time. They are the people i can rely on for being honest with me! frank with me and also for there for me!
They stood by me when i was struggling with my lesbian issues.
They stood by me when i was having family issues,
They stood by me when i was having a emotional down turn,
They stood by me when my family hit a financial crisis,
They stood by me when mum got cancer till now,
They stood by me when i was totally upset about my results,
They stood by me when i was on the verge of walking away from God.
They stood by me when Godma died.
They stood by me when i thought the world hates me.
They stood by me in everything!
Till today They are there for me.
I know that it may seem impossible but i know that the bond my cell share would last me a life time! This are the people i want my future kids to meet and hang around with. HAHA. ok i'm digressing haha. But indeed they are a blessing from God that i hold dear. So yes this was indeed a very sad issue for me when i heard we 're to disband! I kinda expected it but than again i guess i didn't expect it to be so soon!
However it turned out pretty well as i'm not settling in a new cell which i kinda am hoping to be able to do the same as my previous cell but i know it would definitely take a very very long time for that to be achieved! Its just so weird moving out of my comfort zone! but the people there are funky and all! I'm the youngest though! the rest are like 21 and above! ah wells.... ain't bad being a baby of the cell! haha.
I'm just glad by ex cell is still as tight as we used to be as we still go out together, have sleepovers, go drinking together, movies and birthday surprises! We meet every week for at least once to have dinner after service! And with that i'm glad!
So yes that was part of the happenings! i'm long winded am i? but i don't wanna loose details! haha so yup!
Church camp was a transforming one as wells! Those who have facebook coud go look up the pictures! one that is the talk of the day was this!
I AM WOMAN
hear me roar
done by Keenan with courtesy of Justin providing the catch line!
Ah well i still love them both! haha.... it was a random picture that became the talk of the day! How it happened? i don't know! haha. This was taken during human treasure hunt at holland v on day 3 of camp! You know i'm so gonna post the testimony of what happened on that day man! it was A (pronounced as AEY) AMAZING!!!!!!! hahaha.... maybe on the next post? But well i even have my own testimony to share! but now i'm running out of time so i guess i'll have to post that another time. hahaha.
ok well i'm gonna post my new year resolution on another post and then followed by testimony and than after that the follow up on life again! hahahaha.... I'm gonna be 19! can you believe that! ARGH! RAHWORS i say! Alrights! I shall toodeloos now! have a great year people!
Love always,
Jesselene
my memories ;
I AM WOMAN
