Butterfly Fly Away Artist(Band):Billy Ray Cyrus Album: BACK TO TENNESSEE.
I would start with that video! I loved it and i'm planning to do a cover...needed someone to duet with though! hahaha. Below's the lyrics.
[Miley] You tucked me in Turned out the light Keep me safe and sound at night Little girls depend on things like that
Brushed my teeth and combed my hair Had to drive me everywhere You were always there when I looked back
You had to do it all alone Make a living, make a home Must have been as hard as it could be
And when I couldn't sleep at night Scared things wouldn't turn out right You would hold my hand and sing to me
[Both] Caterpillar in the tree How you wonder who you'll be Can't go far but you can always dream Wish you may and wish you might Don't you worry hold on tight I promise you there will come a day Butterfly Fly Away
[Billy Ray] I turned around and you were there The two of us made quite a bet Daddy's little girl was here at last (oh yeah) Looked away and back again Suddenly you was ten Don't know how it got so far so fast And you still don't understand It's not anything we planned Gotta makes you think it's ment to be (it's a destiny) I always knew the day would come You would stop crawling and start to run Beautiful as beautiful can be
[Both] Caterpillar in the tree How you wonder who you'll be Can't go far but you can always dream Wish you may and wish you might Don't you worry hold on tight I promise you there will come a day Butterfly Fly Away Butterfly Fly Away ([Billy Ray] Butterfly fly away)
[Miley] Spread your wings now you can't stay
[Both] Take those dreams and make them all come true Butterfly Fly Away ([Billy Ray] Butterfly fly away) We been waiting for this day All along and know just what to do Butterfly, Butterfly, Butterfly Butterfly Fly Away Butterfly Fly Away
[Billy Ray] I hope you find your way Of all the things you wish for love and care about
Today i woke up late and enjoyed my sleep. I had a dream last night of my lecturer and i was all apologetic about not doing my essay well and not putting in enough effort in all my work due to my personal problems. I think i had that dream due to a talk i had with a rather good friend from class regarding my status in class of how i am not always with the people i once thought i was close to.
Honestly i have no idea of what happened to us and as much as i would love to find out what happened to us, no one is talking and all i could do now is try not to step on their tails twice. Not that there is a once but probably that is. I mean i think people move on and although my good friend told me that it was just an excuse, i wanna delude myself and look at it as a reason.
LESSON OF THE WEEK>>>>>
So yeah! I mean i have learned a lesson of not to let myself be too close to anyone. Cause it would hurt me so if anything was to happen. And as what my Late Godma Betty would say... Jesselene is a child that has to get her fingers burnt before she learns her lesson. Well, as that thought came to me last night, I looked into the sky and teared, Godma still knew me the best so far before i even figured it out. I miss her though.... i wish she was still alive.... I remember just running to her as a child and hugging her legs as she bent down and embraced me in her arms.... I love you Godma! i really miss you but i know you're in heaven! You have to be.... you're an angel!
Anyway this is what happens when i write... when i let my thoughts flow.. i do digress and back i'm here again.
I let myself be close to my babygirl Yings and when i lost contact with her, I knew that i loved her closer than a sister but life gets a hold of us and we kinda drifted. Things happened and i can easily say that we are not even close to the word close as all! We could be strangers but yet there is a bond that i know if i was in trouble, she would come and take care of me. I still love her though but i was really sad at this fact that we are not close anymore.
I was close to a bunch of friends that i held close and they were the brothers i never had but that disappeared too.... They loved me and pampered my like a little sister and i always liked that feeling because i never was pampered and i never really felt that love as much at home. But that disappeared as life moved on and well..... Bang! That was another sad thing.
I was close to my classmates last year and we were so happy... doing the stupidest things one can imagine but POOF! that went away too when i was the only one who went into film.
I was close to a bunch in film and i thought that this was it! This was the people that i would be hanging around with in school for the next two to three years but that disappeared too! Something happened and i have not knowledge of what. you can say "Jesselene why don't you ask?!" trust me! I have alrd done that! However no response was given.
It took me so long to even realized that i was repeating my mistake again and again like a blind dog. And i think somehow i would still repeat this cycle. Ask me why and i would tell you! That makes me ME! i have no idea why! I always love LOVE. i caps it because i meant it as the word. I love very easily and i guess that makes me always receive and feel emotional hurt. People would call me sensitive but i suppose that makes me who i am. I can never really hate one for too long unless it has scarred me deeply and as much as i want to muster the strength to forgive, it can take a couple of years to a decade.
ANYWAYSSSSS.......
BACK TO MY HAPPY MOOD TODAY!!!!
i was kinda bored so i picked up my remote control to the TV and turned on mio and watched something that i never thought i would have watched.... you guess??? ITS THE HANNAH MONTANA MOVIEEEEE......
I'm not being childish or whatsoever.... But i can say i liked it... It had a good story and it made me happy! The song above???? Was from there! It made me wanna go..."Howday!!! Take me to the country baby and we'll go horse riding to the mountains and watch the sun till mid day. You'll be with your guitar and we'll sing till evening. and take a nice stroll back to the stables."
A girl can dream can't she??? I meant me. To me the film was like doing an autobiography. Something which i have already done but this made me feel more than just happy.... it took me to the depths and up again. This is why i would call it a success.....
- to be continued as this was a post of a few weeks back! hahaha.....
